Firework (music)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Nothing, I feel tired, I feel thirsty

Oh..entahlah apa yang sebenarnya terjadi..aku suka sma gelang yang diberikan dinda itu..bagus..tapi setelah memakainya..rentetan peristiwa tidak mengenakkan terjadi..mulai dari Mak yang masuk rumah sakit..jatuh dari motor,kuncinya patah..Ppaku yang masuk angin..Oh..

Damn..it's so Haaahhhzzzhhh

Where is the love (music)

what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the trama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own race
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
yea madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, that'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
you hear them cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really strong
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
in this world that we livin in, people (people) givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin each other, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
you hear them cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality?
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Now

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
you hear them cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
fade to end....

Rain (music)

I feared the notion
I'd fall at your feet
And pour out my heart
And you'll leave forever
Severe emotions and dark memories
They all end the same
A nosedive endeavor

But angels did fly
And flooded boats sailed
To rescue my heart and pull out every nail
Things don't seem right
Since I've fallen

I'm falling like rain
For everything about you
I find myself chained
Thinking I'm coming loose
It's everything about you
A deep devotion has washed on our sands
Took hold of our hands
And guides us forever
Holy water that some of us brave
They're poetic slaves
Drowned by their conscience

Angels did fly
The loneliness fails
To capture my heart and push in every nail
Things turn out right since I've fallen

My Destiny (music)

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
Wonderin' if it is for real
Every mistake, every wrong turn
Every time I lost my way
Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
Even if I sometimes lost hope
I did my best, and I am blessed
In life

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned to be

Can I get any higher
Tell me, does it get any stronger?
I owe it to you, that I made it through
I never could've done it, without you

[CHORUS:]
With you, I can break free, yeah
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

[CHORUS:]
Oh, cause of you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
I've realized that it's my destiny

Over It (music)

I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
when you know I'm not okay
You call me at night
and I pick up the phone
And though you've been telling me
I know you're not alone

oh.. That's why (your eyes)
I'm over it (your smile)
I'm over it (realize)
I'm over it I'm over it I'm over..

Wanting you, to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time
you never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh.. That's why, (your words)
I'm over it (so sure)
I'm over it (I'm not your girl)
I'm over it I'm over it I'm over...
Wanting you, to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time
you never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..

Don't call, don't come by, ain't no use,
don't ask me why, you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you, to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.. I'm so over it.... I'm over it....
Wanting you, to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..

Foolish

CnC , 16 Januari 2012 11:52 a.m

aku bingung..aku salah..selama ini aku hanya bisa buat salah..gga penah aku sedikitpun bener. I just wanna free before..aku gak peduli dilarang Ppa buat Fb_an dan segala macem :'( Uh..aku sangat menyesal mengetahui hikmah kenapa aku dilarang. Ppa sorry :'( I know I'm Foolish.

awalnya aku merasa..Ok gak apa aku dilarang Fban...aku gga FBan for a long time..then..I got my Ppa picture di FB tmennya..[temen cewek] jealous gila aku..mulai dr sna aku jadi aktiv Fban..trus vakum lagi..aktiv lagi..and now..I'm promise to VACUM di dunia maya..terutama FB [plurk still aktiv]

Aku cemburu SUMPAH tau foto-foto Ppa yg gak aku punya nangkring di FB Ephy Ayou, Foto profil Ppa yang di Like yessi :'( Oh really I feel jealous..kenapa mereka gak punya tampang banget sih..Ppa is mine :O so..penting gitu apa yang kalian lakukan?

tapi aku bandingkan dengan aku..Oh..it's so different..aku yg lebih JAHAT drpada Ppa..aku mlah masih sempetnya Chat sm mantan..GILA aku..Oh mantan..pergi sana jangan ganggu aku sama Ppa >,<

Yesi..Mbak
Sebenere saya juga pengen baikan sama kamu temenan sama kamu..
tapi caranya?
kamu tau, padahal saya ngefans sama kamu
kalo kamu gga percaya ya Ok lah. We have to much missunderstand, and also we have been so FAR away
iya ok aku pernah salah..untuk pertama kalinya maafin aku..tapi aku mohon..kita udh punya kehidupan masing-masing..so please stop to disturbe me..disturbe mine, My Ppa..you know..I felt pity for you..you just be his tool to make me jealous..Ok..maybe he has liked you..Ok.. I know..I say Thank you..you did it..and you make it work out.,. :)

you know yesi..I'm happy when Ppa told me what really happened before. I'm HAPPY

Now..aku janji Ppa..aku akan nurut sma apa yang Ppa omongin..SEMUANYA..aku janji :) keep holding my Promise Ppa

I know..I really really know no..why did you never let me to play FB?

you don't wanna make feel this..Feel jealous or etc..I know Ppa..I understand :) Thanks Ppa.. Uh..Oh..!!! I love you so Ppa..Love U more and more :)

Now.. i have to learn to not be jealous of her
I have to learn to not remember everything about his past
I have to be able to forget about all of my past
Now.. It's my time to be myself (again)
No jealous
No tears
just let my life run better than yesterday

Stop to thinking of her..stop..
Let her be his past

And I now be his present and his future :) yeah..that's me Ppa :) no other

Let Your Heart Sing (music)

It starts
With a whisper
A sound
On the breeze
Dancin'
On moonbeams
And shakin'
The trees
One single note
To a chorus return
It glows
Like your hope
From the moment
It's born
Flying
Over rainbows
On the promise
Of tomorrow
Let the truth
Save the day
And you'll never
Lose your way

If you follow
Follow the voice
In your heart
Always know
That's how to find
Who you are
So hold on
Never let go
Of your dreams
You'll see the magic
Believing is where
It begins
Life is
A beautiful thing
Let your heart sing

Let your heart sing
Let your heart sing
Let your heart sing

It starts
With a secret
A glimmer of light
The last leaf
That falls
The swallow's
First flight
A touch
Of a raindrop
A sparkle of snow
The north star
That guides you
Wherever you go
Racing every shadow
Chasing sunlight
Till the stars glow
Let the truth
In your heart
Send you everyday
You'll never
Lose your way

If you follow
Follow the voice
In your heart
Always know
That's how to find
Who you are
So hold on
Never let go
Of your dreams
You'll see the magic
Believing is where
It begins
Life is
A beautiful thing
Let your heart sing
Sing your song
Your whole life long
Let your heart sing
Let your heart jump
Where you belong
Let your heart sing
Sing your song
Your whole life long
Let your heart sing

Connected (music)

I'm blind-folded on this carriage ride that they call life.
Keep trying to make it through the next turn
Knuckles white and holdin' tight.
So here I go, takin' the curve,
but I know that I'm never alone.
I think of you, and how you never let me go.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected)
It's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
and everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie.
Connected... oooooh connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart.
You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end.
Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected)
It's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me (you hear me), you're near me (you're near me),
And everything else is gonna be alright.
'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie.
Connected... ooooh connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.
Reachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you. wake or dream,
walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seperate souls, unified, touching at the speed of light.

oh, yeaaaaaaaaah, oh whoa YEAH

I feel connected (connected), protected (protected)
It's like you're standing right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.
connected (connected), protected (protected)
It's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me,
and everything else's gonna be alright.

'Cause nothing can break this, nothing can break this
Nothing can break this tie.

connected, connected inside, connected, connected inside, connected.

oh Yeah!

Believe (music)

Hidden beneath the ground,
Is the spring that feeds the creek,
Invisible as the wind,
That you feel upon your cheek.

And every breeze that whispers,
Reminds us constantly,
Sometimes what's real,
Is something you can't see,

Believe in all that can be,
A miracle starts whenever you dream,
Believe and sing from your heart,
You'll see your song will hold the key.

Waiting behind the clouds,
Is a sky that's always clear
And chasing away the doubts,
You watch the sun appear

It's shining to remind you,
As each new day begins.
There's always hope if you just let it in

Believe in all that can be
A miracle starts whenever you dream
Believe and sing from your heart you'll see
Your song will hold the key.

You can paint the stars,
You can touch the sky
Spread your wings and discover you can fly
Won't know until you try

Believe in all that can be
A miracle starts whenever you dream
Believe and sing from your heart you'll see
Your song will hold the key
Oohh,
Believe and dream what can be
Ask with your heart and you will receive
Believe the beauty is yours to see
Your song will hold the key...
Aahhhhh...
(When you) BELIEVE, BELIVE, When you believe

Akhir Tahun 2011

31 Desember 2011

Hari terakhir di Bulan Desember, dan sekaligus hari terakhir di 2011. Oh..semoga semua yang aku lakukan di satu tahun ini menjadi berkah untukku.Amin

Tanggal 31 ini aku masuk siang..berangkatnya of course dianter Ppa_Q ..di tempat kerja..sorenya gerimis gitu..Ujan, aku bingung, aku sms Ppa, katanya akan tetep dianter pulang [ke rumahku]. Yaudah, nurut Ppa aja.

Pulang kerja aku dijemput Ppa..OH GG..dia lucu banget pake mantel, aku baru pertama ini liat Ppa pake mantel..Unyu banget..Trus aku dsuruh pake mantel juga,tapi aku gak mau.Akhirnya kita gak pake mantel bareng. Baru berapa meter jalan,aku mengamati hujan dari lampu,eh ternyata cukup deres, akhirnya aku nyruh Ppa pake mantel. Yah, jadi seMantel berDua..ROMANTIS dehh :)

aku nyelundupin kepalaku ke bagian belakan mantel Ppa, anget sih, tapi kena basah dikit. No matter yang penting ada Ppa :*

Waktu pulang kan dapat info kalo daerah Gumul [SLG] macet Gila..akhirnya Ppa ngajak Mma lewat jalan terabasan[jalan alternatif] Jauh deh..sampek pegel kepalaku. mana jalannya GELAP banget..Uh Oh..untung sama Ppa aku disuruh nyelundup dibalik mantelnya..coba klo gak,pasti smpe lebaran depan gak berani tidur [lebay ah] . jadi nih lewat pagu..jalannya full of field and none light :'( Uh..salut aku sama Ppa :* mmuachh Ppa

Lucu nih..pas dijalan,kan aku ketutup mantel..otomatis gak bisa liat depan belakang kanan kiri atas..liat bawaaaaahhh mulu..eh..aku nyium bau nasi goreng..aku tanya sama Ppa..

"Ppa..apa barusan ngelewati penjual NasGor"

"Mma laper tow?"

"gak Ppa, Mma kecium baunya :D sdep Ppa" eh..Ppa malah ketawa sengakaknya

then..setelah sekitar satu Jam ngumpet di mantel Ppa..Nyampe di rumah..Huammm capek..tapi gak apa..ditemenin sama Ppa..cerita-cerita..Ih..Ppa so sweet dehh :D

Trus Ppa pulang..sediiih..tapi gak apa deh..Aku udah seneng bangett :)) muach Ppa..

semalem itu roamntis banget deh :)

Love U Ppa :)

You are my everything :)