Foolish

CnC , 16 Januari 2012 11:52 a.m

aku bingung..aku salah..selama ini aku hanya bisa buat salah..gga penah aku sedikitpun bener. I just wanna free before..aku gak peduli dilarang Ppa buat Fb_an dan segala macem :'( Uh..aku sangat menyesal mengetahui hikmah kenapa aku dilarang. Ppa sorry :'( I know I'm Foolish.

awalnya aku merasa..Ok gak apa aku dilarang Fban...aku gga FBan for a long time..then..I got my Ppa picture di FB tmennya..[temen cewek] jealous gila aku..mulai dr sna aku jadi aktiv Fban..trus vakum lagi..aktiv lagi..and now..I'm promise to VACUM di dunia maya..terutama FB [plurk still aktiv]

Aku cemburu SUMPAH tau foto-foto Ppa yg gak aku punya nangkring di FB Ephy Ayou, Foto profil Ppa yang di Like yessi :'( Oh really I feel jealous..kenapa mereka gak punya tampang banget sih..Ppa is mine :O so..penting gitu apa yang kalian lakukan?

tapi aku bandingkan dengan aku..Oh..it's so different..aku yg lebih JAHAT drpada Ppa..aku mlah masih sempetnya Chat sm mantan..GILA aku..Oh mantan..pergi sana jangan ganggu aku sama Ppa >,<

Yesi..Mbak
Sebenere saya juga pengen baikan sama kamu temenan sama kamu..
tapi caranya?
kamu tau, padahal saya ngefans sama kamu
kalo kamu gga percaya ya Ok lah. We have to much missunderstand, and also we have been so FAR away
iya ok aku pernah salah..untuk pertama kalinya maafin aku..tapi aku mohon..kita udh punya kehidupan masing-masing..so please stop to disturbe me..disturbe mine, My Ppa..you know..I felt pity for you..you just be his tool to make me jealous..Ok..maybe he has liked you..Ok.. I know..I say Thank you..you did it..and you make it work out.,. :)

you know yesi..I'm happy when Ppa told me what really happened before. I'm HAPPY

Now..aku janji Ppa..aku akan nurut sma apa yang Ppa omongin..SEMUANYA..aku janji :) keep holding my Promise Ppa

I know..I really really know no..why did you never let me to play FB?

you don't wanna make feel this..Feel jealous or etc..I know Ppa..I understand :) Thanks Ppa.. Uh..Oh..!!! I love you so Ppa..Love U more and more :)

Now.. i have to learn to not be jealous of her
I have to learn to not remember everything about his past
I have to be able to forget about all of my past
Now.. It's my time to be myself (again)
No jealous
No tears
just let my life run better than yesterday

Stop to thinking of her..stop..
Let her be his past

And I now be his present and his future :) yeah..that's me Ppa :) no other