my Best "Fic" Friend - InitiaL-- D

Masiiiiiiiiihhh ngebahas soal masa kecil
aku inget, banget, pas kecil, aku punya temen khayalan. KHAYALAN ya, bukan temen gak terlihat kayak zhezhe sahab.
okey, so, he is (dulu dia cewek apa cowok ya ? ah cowok aja) okey, dia temen khayalan saya. tokoh Fiktif yang selalu jadi co_star dalam semua permainanku. main rumah-rumahan, main bungkar pasang. main apa aja, dia tokoh imajinasi yang aku buat. aslii, aku ketawa nih sekarang nginget-nginget.si tokoh khayalan, temen setia bermainku ini sama sekali gak make sense banget. aku jadi mikir, betapa aku dulu gak kreatif BANGET. memalukan, mengingat aku (bisa dibilang ) adalah lulusan terbaik di jurusan multimedia. yang ngebutuhin kekreatifan dan imajinasi yang WOW banget.
then, kenapa dulu aku nyiptain dia ? Oke, mulai dari namanya aja udah ANEH BANGET. DINIK. bayangin brow, nama "dini" aja udah kedenger aneh. apalagi ditambahin "K" jadi dinik. ANEH BANGETTTT. *sorry ya buat yang namanya dini, jangan diamsukin ke hati*
okey jadi si DINIK ini seorang anak cowok. perawakannya sih ya wajarnya anak-anak cowok biasanya. wajahnyaaa....aku gak teralalu mentingin wajah. yang jelas bibir si DINIK ini mirip banget kayak bibirnya mbah Was (alm). dan mending juga kalo si bibirnya mbah Was ini seksi kayak angelina jolie. gak ada seksi-seksinya menn..bibirnya itu *naudzubillah* agak aneh, kayak ada semacam..apa ya.. pokoknya kayak penyakiten gitu, ada benjolan. kalo di wajah itu jerawat, kalo di bibir namanya berawat kali ya :D
alah gak penting. pokok yang jelas, dalam setiap permainan yang aku mainin, aku selalu berpasangan sama dinik. main sembunyi-sembunyi-an juga sama dia #NahhLohh ?!?!
well, nyesek kalo aku coba nginget kenapa aku nyiptain tokoh bernama DINIK yang gak jelas itu. jadi, saat itu mungkin ibuku sibuk kerja *kan jualan* trus ayahku, Kerja lah otomatis. dan kakakku...dia cuman main sama aku kalo lagi inmood aja, kalo lagi gak main sama temen-temennya. daaaannn kalo lagi dipaksa sama ayah ibu. soalnya kalo lagi main sama temennya, dia (bisa dibilang) udah lupa sama aku, even she's always pretending that I'm not EXIST anymore. it's so hurt ;( tapi aku coba ambil sisi positivnya ajalah. mungkin biar aku gak capek, soalnya mbakku kalo main sama csnya itu suka berpetualang, keliling-liling sawah, menyusuri sungai kapuas #lahhh ? trus juga biar kulit mulusku ini stay in *White* color. jadi dulu aku putih banget pas masih kecil, jadi biar gak item kayak mbakku. makanya aku gak dibolehin main sama temennya. dan tapi, setelah aku gede, dan punya adik masih kecil, mungkin karena alasannya, karena kita gak seumuran. bayangin MENN, kita beda 7 taun. lucu kali ya pas mbakku lagi asyik ngomongin Cowok sama csnya, trus aku bingung dan tanya "mbak rista, cowok itu rasanya kayak gimana sih ? ada yang rasanya coklat gak ?" #ATDEZIIINGGG
well....back to DINIK.
Okay, maybe he is not as Perfect as Josh Hutcherson.
maybe he's not as handsome as my Boy friend, Ganda.
maybe he's not a girl.
maybe he's not mbak rista.
and maybe He's not EXIST, but still, I'm thankful to you Dinik
thanks for the time you gave to me.
Thanks for being my best Fiction friend. Thanks for spending time together. really miss u dinik :*
eh, kira-kira sekarang dinik wajahnya kayak gimana ya ? apa masih gak jelas ? apa dia udah operasi bibir ? apa dia udah operasi plastik biar mirip skandar keynes ? ahhh tau dehh :D

My Childhood precious moment

masih ngomongin soal Childhood, masa kecil :) gaka kan brenti senyum kalo ngomongin masa kecil, setujuu ??? apalagi the most unforgetable_nya

The most moment I'ld always remember is, saat aku masih kecil, keciiiiiill banget, ga inget umur berapa. saat itu jelasnya aku belum punya adik. There's still, me, mom, dad and my elder sister, Rista the monster of child (hahh ?!?!@#$%^&*^%$#@!~) okey, saat itu di lapangan deket rumah, kan ada semacam pasar malem, and we called it *DerMoLem*
pas itu kan aku diajak ibuk, mak ni *my beloved grandma, but actually she's just my neighbour, close neighbour* mbak rista, dan siaaapppaa gitu lupa. aku kan pengen dibeliin boneka. eh pas ibuku lagi tawar menawar, ada kereta kelinci lewat, rutenya, muter-muter pasar malam yang jauhnya adalah 5x putaran lapangan *seingetku. dan naluri anak kecilku keluar. aku minta naik kereta itu. sama ibuku dikabulin, dengan syarat aku ditemenin mbakku tercuyuung, Huyaayyyy.. seneng gak kebendung, mengingat kalo gak salah beberapa hari terakhir mbak rista semacam nyuekin akuu #ehh
okey, dan aku sama sister pun naik kereta kelinci, putaran pertama, biasa, anak-anak, kalo liat ibuknya selalu cheering *dadahh ibuukk* aku juga gitu.
puatan kedua, aku masih aja cheering *dadah ibuk* pas liat ibuku di tempat aku naik kereta tadi. kali ini sambil ngebor dan goyang dombret di atas kereta #becanda #boongan dan ibuku dengan seneng ngelambaikan tangan. *saat itu ibuku masih kurus, semampai. cantiiiikk banget.
putaran ketiga, aku masih juga cheering those useless words *kalo kamu udah gede, kata-kata dadah ibuk, itu pasti memalukan :D
well sampe putaran keempat. pas ngelewatin tempat pertama aku naik kereta which is my mom's place used to be, aku panik, ngelihat ibuku udah gak ada lagi disana. aku mulai rengek-rengek sama kakakku. kakakku bilang, paling ibu lagi ngantri beli *appa gitu. okey aku coba nenangin diri. then at the last lap. putaran terakhir. ibuku masih juga gak ada di tempat semula. sampe pas aku turun. ibuku gak ada. sumpah, aku nangis saat itu langsungan. That's maybe the first time I was so affraid of losing, terlebih lagi Losing my Mom ? hellooooo, who will grow me up as well except my mom ?
karena gak ketemu juga, aku ngiterin lapangan sama kakakku, berkali-kali, sampe mirim orang panik lagi balapan sama kereta kelinci. well akhirnya, aku nemuin ibu juga. salah, ibu yang nemuin aku, nemuin kita. and that's maybe for the first time, aku merasakan kelegaan yang luar biasa :D
Oh, i really miss those.

My Past is so amazing :)

Back to here :)
keinget semalem, gak tau deh mulainya darimana. mau tidur malah ngoceh sampe larut muallem, ngomongin gak jelas, bahas masa kecil, bahas masa aku kecil lebih pasnya.
jadi kan semalem, si kriting Eppa tidur bareng aku, trus sebelum tidur aku suruh doa #Gaya ngajarin yang baik buat adek :D
"Pa, ndungo disek" aku
"iyo iyo mbak, Bismilahirrohmanirrohim. Bismikallahuma ahya wabismika waamut. amin." epa.
"eh, perasaan kae cilikkanku doa sebelum ticur gak ngunu deh."
"lha piye mbak ? mosok epa salah ?"
"ndisik kae ngene i pa, Bismikallahuma ahya wabismika amut. lak gak ngunu Allahuma ahya wabismuka waamut."
"mosok doa ngunu kui iso ganti mbak ?"
"embuh. tapi kae aku lak doa tak ganti Mbak mut." aku ketawa.
"mbak mut ? ibuk e mas dika wi te mbak ?"
"ho'oh, ndisek no cilik'anku pas sekolah seng ngeterne sekolah i mbak mut. trus nde lapangan kan enek dermolem (pasar malem) ngunu kui mbek mbak mut ditumpakne jaran-jaranan, trus diputerne mbek mbak mut. lucu og."
"lha kok diterne mbak mut mbak ? lah ibuk nandi ?"
"ibuk te, ibuk ndisik cilikane mbak yiyin i bakul pa."
epa ketawa sekenceng-kencengnya "mosok to mbak ? bakul opo mbak ?" sambil masih ketawa.
"bakul jenang, bakul minyak gas.".....bla bla bla
dan jadi nyeritain pas aku masih kecil.
masih lucu-lucunya.
well, aku masih inget banget sampe sekarang, tragedi memalukanku. Pulang dari kali depan rumah, trus kesrempet anak smp naik sepeda, jatuh, trus kue cucurku mencelat. :)) hahaha. malu banget kalo inget.
trus pas aku TK dijahilin sama anak laki-laki tengil mungil unyu, Hepi, dia mungkin bisa dibilang cowok pertama yang suka sama aku :3 tiap hariii digangguin muluu.. sampe akhirnya dia pindah #hah?!!!? kok dia yang pindah, harusnya kan aku
oh ya, pas aku masih belum sekolah dulu, ibuku sempet jualan deh seingetku, jualan Jenang, minyak tanah, seems, kebutuhan sehari-hari gitu. kalo gak salah sih. trus juga, dulu pas aku kecil, kan rumahku masih mungil juga, masih belum segede dan semWAAww sekarang, kalo gak salah juga sih, aku masih inget banget, di halaman belakang rumah dulu tertanam blombang alias kolam ikan, kalo gak salah sih ada 3 petak, isinya ikan *apaaaa gitu namanya* trus sama bekicot :D bener gak sih kayak gitu ? serius, aku inget itu gak mimpi, That's a piece part of my childhood.
trus juga dulu, ayah ibuku suka dan bahakan hobi banget buat Jenang *yang biasanya buat nikahan orang jawa itu* yang dimasak di tungku, tapi tungkunya gali tanah dulu.
Then, pas aku sama mbak rista naik kereta kelinci, trus ditinggal ibuk pas di pasar malam.
trus momen pas aku pertama kali divonis bu bidan bakalan punya adik.
ah.. all those my childhood moments. I must really miss that.
That's unforgetable moments.

My new Crush

Posting lagi deh, nyari yang ancles-ancles dulu :D
apalagi, British Boy :* of course
Okey, setelah Skadar Keynes memutuskan untuk vacum dari dunia perfilm-an dan fokus ngelanjutin study_nya di *cambridge university* aku agak patah hati, soalnya, udah ga bisa lagi liat senyum semutnya :(
really miss him. tapi aku dukung dia banget, berjempol jempol deh buat keputusannya, pendidikan kan emang penting, Okay skady, wait me in Cambridge okay #ngimpihh..well dan karena udah capek juga kali liat narnia, so, aku jadi pindah haluan..maksudnya bukan yang gimana-gimana, aku jadi ngefens sama someBoy, awal liatnya sih, aku kira dia masih anak-anak, eh, setelah aku browsing di IMDB, ternyaataa.. dia seumuran aku, tua-an dia dikit malah. jadi tambah Ngefanss bangett.. apalagi dia punya twitteeeeeeerrr, gaka seperti keynes, yang gak terlalu suka jejaring sosial :) but still, I LOVE keynes as much as I LOVe my boyfriend :)
back to him, my new IDOL, taraaaaang.. dia adalah, JOSHUA RYAN HURCHERSON.
si Peeta Mellark nyaa The Hunger Games, si Sean nyaa Journey dan si NOD di Epic.
at this moment, aku gak mau bahas profilnya dia, karena udah dibahas sama WIKI n IMDB, aku mau posting fotonya ajah lahh.. enjoy it :)
"My new Crush"

Liat senyumnya ?? Uh Ohh bangeettt..

Okay, so maybe dia gak seTinggi Robert Pattinson, But still, aku lebih suka dia daripada EX-nya K-stew.

His ant_smile again :)

With Selena gomez :3 n ryan gosling kalo gak salah :D

he, with his blode hair, so depp cute gentle :3 :*

with my Favorit best singer :) Taylor swift. Josh pendek banget yaa :O

ini, aku suka banget angel pengambilang gambarnya. he, with The hunger games main cast.

well, coba perhatiin deh tapi tangannya Liam Hems panjang banget, sampe bisa menjangkau lengannya Josh :O anehh

his posture from behind :) oh really looks perfect :)

I know Josh, I know that you love me too :p dia nunjuk siapa ya kira-kira ?

COOL :)

well, I die a little when I see this one, but looking his smile, it's better than anything.

Jhutch sama Vhudg, dia sama mantannya.

I like the way He looks at her.

That smile again :3 meleleh deh sayaa

that's all, I am as your BIG FAN, only can say, go ahead :D

maksudku, kamu makin sukses yaa :)

Swear it Again - Westlife

Hay everybody, I'm back.
Udah lama sih aku nemuin lagu ini, tapi baru sempet update lyricnya sekarang, mumpung inget.
well, lagu ini juga udah lamaaaaa banget, mungkin saat lagu ini hiis, aku masih ingusan n ngileran kali ya :D
tapi emang lagunya enak banget di dengerin, apalagi "after I knew the meaning of all the words" dari lyricnya.. "so touching" banget :)
saking so touching_nya, aku jadi punya cita-cita jadiin lagu ini sebagai *nada dering hp aku* ##ALAHHH, salah maksudnya, jadiin lagu ini sebagai *theme song* kalo aku nikah sama Nico ntar :D
well, enjoy those words :) happy reading
#NB : kalo mau tau lagunya gimana ? download aja di google, pasti ada. tinggal masukkin keywordnya.

Okay, enough, so This is it, This is the one (niruin expresinya Queen Tara saat ngambil Pod di fil animasi EPIC) :D


[Shane:]
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

All:
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

[Shane:]
All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

[Mark:]
The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
[Mark:]
(I'm never gonna say goodbye)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you cry
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you cry) All:
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
[Mark:]
(swear it all over again and I)
[All:]
I'm never gonna treat you bad
[Mark:]
(never gonna treat you bad)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you sad
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you sad)
[All:]
I swore to share your joy and your pain
[Mark:]
(oh no, oh no)
[All:]
And I swear it all over again

[Mark:]
All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again

SUmmer Paradise - Simple Plan ft MKTO

Pack Your Bags Baby,
We Have to go back, Let’s go..

[Simple Plan]
Summer Paradise Oh, Oh
Simple Plan, MKTO

My heart is sinking
As I’m lifting up
Above the clouds away from you
And I can’t believe I’m leaving
 Oh I don’t kno-kno-know what I’m gonna do

But someday
I will find my way back
To where your name
Is written in the sand

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh

(Tell ‘em)

My soul is broken
Streets are frozen
I can’t stop these feelings melting through

And I’d give away a thousand days, oh
Just to have another one with you

What’d you say

Well real life can wait
(it can wait)
We’re crashing like waves
(uh-huh)
We’re playing in the sand
(me and you)
Holding your hand

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh

Yeah I remember sunny mornings
And summer evenings
Now you’re not next to me
And I am freezing
Was it real?
Oh baby, tell me, was I dreaming?
How can you show me paradise,
When I’m leaving?

Now my heartbeat is sinking
Hope’s shrinking
When I try to speak no words
Lip-syncing
Hope this is not just wishful thinking
Tell me that you care
And I’ll be there in a heartbeat

Someday
I will find my way back
To where your name
Is written in the sand

Yeah, yeah, yeah, let’s go

Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Singing la-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I’ll be there in a heartbeat

I remember when we first kissed
How I didn’t wanna leave your lips
And how I’ve never ever felt so high
Singing La-da-da-da-da

Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Oh-oh
I’ll be there in a heartbeat
(summer paradise)
Oh-oh
I’ll be there in a heartbeat